OH MY GOD. BREAK DOWN. LIFE IS BORING. WHAT AM I LIVING FOR. and all that annoying shit belongs in this entry.
But I'm too bleh to write about it. Tooooo apathetic it seems.
Sope. Break. Boring? Time to recover? From what you ask? Stress I'm guessing, life. Recovering from life. Is there such a thing?
I need new friends to chill with. *cough*
Unfortunatley I have troubles with seeing people outside of school. Not problems. Just troubles.
Now I can't remember what I've done all week. I guess it doesn't matter. Highlight of my break is coming tomorrow. Work with Kristen. I am so happy she got a job. Especially where I work. Now most of my friends work. Oh well, I'm not special anymore!
Not like I ever was to begin with! But sometimes I like to think I matter.
I know I do. I'm just kidding..
Sorta.
:S
I CANNOT CONTAIN MY FEELINGS OF LUST ANY LONGER
"I woke up this morning, and someone had stolen everything in my house, and replaced it with an exact replica. I called my friend over and said 'Look! Someone stole everything and replaced it with a replica!' He just looked at me and replied 'Do I know you?'
I have a very large seashell collection. I keep it on all the beaches of the world, maybe you've seen it?
I hate it when my foot falls asleep during the day because then it will be up all night."
Sometimes I get wrapped up in memories and lose myself. Those are the times I am most at peace.
Those are the moments I wish would last forever.
But life goes on, as it always will, unless you die.
Death is not to be feared! Nothing wrong with it, just life can be so much more enjoyable.
SO GET OUT AND LIVE!
Ahhhhh I love.
And of course your special. Or else you just wouldn't be tessa, you just wouldn't be the yum-bum that i love.