Ok so my birthday was deece. Um sunday night ben and i went to watch fireworks and went to Jubilations, it was good. He spent the night. Then we woke up had sexy shower time stuff umm. went to his house played vids. did some more stuff? i dont really remember watched the fireworks that night again. he was with me my whole birthDAY, all 24 hours of it. woo! my bday last year sucked balls. i remember that much about it. anyway now bens being a complete douchebag and working like crazy "sorry i have to work blah blah" like he doesnt even care if we see eachother. well whatever I just hope i see him friday. TALL LATTE! he makes it go one day at a time. "yo i work on tuesday this time till this time"..ok sweet. then he texts me at like, 10 tuesday night. I work tomorrow too cant hang out sorry!. texts me the next night. WORK TOMORROW TOO CANT HANG OUT SORRY. YOU KNOW NORMAL PEOPLE FIND OUT THEIR WEEKS SCHEDULE? CANT YOU DO THAT? he so clueless sometimes.