I've noticed I have changed and developed a lot more mentally than I used to be. I'm sure everyone has but my ideas are more.. there. I can put them down on paper, and write what I actually mean to say. I can't speak it but I can write it. I am also more forgiving and open to new ideas. Less embarassed about things. I remember when I used to turn all red talking to the guy I had a crush on, or when I got embarassed I would look like a tomato. Now that rarely happens, and when it does it isn't so bad, except for the red part. That will always be bad, I'm afraid. Turning red just makes me more embarassed so.. it's really a situation where I can never win. Speaking of embarassments, life is alright. My ear is ringing, maybe someone's talking about me. Oh dear.