this is a looooong day...it was good at first..but slowly got worse. stans mad at me cuz i hate it wen he gets high, n i told him i dont want him to do it ne more, n he got mad. :'( . then i guess carlos tried committing suicide...i couldnt think straight...he left a note n left...my mind was racing, i didnt kno wat to do, wat to say, wat to think, my mind was a big mess. n i snapped on sum of my pplz, they didnt kno wat was going on with me n im going crazy!! i want it to stop so bad:(. i got to andreas tho for a lil bit, so that was good, got outta the house for a bit...but she left me:|...for a freakin party! YEAH THANX ANDREA! lmao jk jk. but shes gonna b back soon enuff so its ok. im hungry rite now lol...o0o, i get mcdonalds or taco bell for dinner:D yay. lol ok..ima go now, mite write more later. bye bye