this is about you...for you. ur forever on my mind. 24/7...sum way, sum how. no matter wat ppl are talking about..i sum how think of u. no1 else...just you. its kinda crazy...but im ok with it...cuz i now kno u feel the same back to me. but...do u feel the same way how i do? where im always on ur mind? do u think bout me almost all the time? no matter wat ppl say? every time i talk to you, think of you, hear ur voice...my love for you grows stronger. ive learned from my mistakes...n ive learned from u. uve changed my ways, my thinking, my attitude. u showed me the tru meaning of *love*. for over 5 months since ive known you, uve cared for me, loved me, n were there for me wen i needed you. n u continue to do the same...but its diff. cuz ur with sum other gurl. i hate hearing the word "girlfriend" come out of ur mouth, cuz i kno its not me, n just hearing that word come from u tears me apart n i wanna cry. but u still love me...n i still love you. maybe its just me, idk but, i think that we are meant to be 2gether. i dont mean to freak you out or ne thing...but thats just how it seems it to me. myabe its diff. for you...idk. but ur ~everything~ that ive always wanted n more. the distance sux...it tears me apart, literally. i cant wait til im 18, or at least have a car...ima be down there with you with every chance that i have. now that ur in my life, u cant leave it...its impossible to live with out you...even tho u did me wrong...but thats the past...n everytime, we grow stronger n closer to each other...n i love it. i wanna be with you til the stars fall...til the world is black...til we move into heaven. i love you so much. i mean it wen i say i love you, i mean it wen i say i miss you, i mean it wen i say i wanna be with you, i mean it wen i say ur not the only one that does shit, i mean it wen i say i wanna have a baby with you, i mean it wen i say i wanna grow old with you, i mean it wen i say i wanna move down there with you, i mean everything i say. i love how you make me happy wen im sad, i love how u make me smile all the time, i love how u are with ur words, i love the things you do for me, i love wen u say "i love you", i love wen u call me "baby", i love everything about you. but i hate how you hurt me, i hate how i cant stay mad at you lol, i hate wen we fight, i hate the lies you told me, i hate the pain n tears uve caused me....but i put it all in the past, n still love you. i look forward everyday to talking to you. i just wish i could show you that i love you...id give up n do ne thing just to show you i love you...honestly...ive never felt like this for ne 1 b4...n it scares me...but wen i talk to you n look at you n think of you, im not scared ne more...im too busy dreaming of me n you...damn i love you so fucking much