so i havent updated for a while. hmm..well, over the weekend, jessica was in the hospital cuz she was puking up blood, couldnt see rite, n couldnt move. so she was rushed to the hospital. they did cat scans n all that stuff, n they found fluid on her brain, n she had menangitus (dont kno how to spell it). ne wayz...so ya, she was all weak n shit like that...so my mom stayed up there with her, n i had to watch my lil brothers n the house for the whole weekend, by myself...n then take in all this damn stress n shit-talking neighbors saying i need to care more, n she could die, n i have to show more emotion n blah blah blah. so that last weekend wasnt the greatest at all...after getting yelled at over 3 times a day, every god damn day, i was very emotional. sum1 could say hi or bye, n i prolly woulda started crying :|. jeeze. but then zack came over for like 5 hours or so. n he always makes me feel better. we were playing video games lol, then he was playing with jacob...n then ya, he made me feel better. aw, i love him. n i miss him...he better come over this weekend. hmm. well...nothing else realli happened, that i can remember...