i'm not sure why my day was better, but it was... my mom talked to me today, and it was like everything was fine again.. maybe the other reason was because i didn't go to school..yea right school seems to be the only place i can hide... i went up to Ali's today, that may have helped alot, and i had so much fun, i laughed alot...and her broher was so happy to see me there when he got home from school....you gotta love ben..... then i came home, and talked to meagan, and i'm not sure why but that seemed to help alot, she made me laugh also.... Then i made brownies...and talked to my aunt... It felt good to laugh all day, i miss it, and want it back,.... I LOVE DAYS WHEN I HAVE NO SCHOOL!!!