so today was the last day of school its kinda yay and kinda nay so first today was my last day i got to see alan..wich is good seems how i liked him all year.... i found out that my one friend Samiloo is moving to dallas yet again..and i'm going to miss her dearly... some of my friends are flat out annyoing... they change around everyone,a nd i'm tired of watching it with my eyes. there never themselves and it make you kinda not want to trust them..... so the last couple of months have been crazy,a nd pretty messed up... i usually spend most of my life upstairs....because my mom either works or is halping and or talking to randy..so yea i do kinda feel like i don't belong sometimes...and my brtoher is hardly ever around and when he is my mom talks to him so its just me yet again... oh and randys starting to drive me crazy with the whole pickign on me..hes always hitting me (jokingly) and asks me so many questions that are so random, and sometimes "stupid" that you can't even answer...then when you can't answer them he just keeps asking you more questions I'm sick of my mom and randy always talking down about my brother...i mean sure i'm kinda diss apointed in him to, but that doesn't mean i'm always going to say how hes back with kara, i know it, and i can't beleieve hes doing this, and this...hes not doing anythign right in his life...urg oh and i can't tell either of them anything anymore not even my own mom...if i tell her she tells randy, and if i tell randy i just get i'd just give up, i just drop out of school...oh man you have it bad.... I"M finally sick of all of it... wanna know more.... chat it up!!! Gotta love my friends -- kate, court, and aunt dee