i'm not the same as i once was.... i keep stuff in now, and i have since about 5th grade, but as time goes by i get more and more things inside, and pretty soon i won't beable to take it anymore... i wish i could tell people the way i can tell myself, but lately i feel all alone, and i don't really know how to tell people... i may seem like a happy girl, but deep down inside i'm a girl who needs to share everything and not get judged, or have people think that i shouldn't be upset about all that stuff.. i need someone who can relate, who i can cry in front of and not feel like a baby,,..... maybe i'm just selfish...yea thats it.... well i guess thats it for now