thinking

Listening to: misery- pink
Feeling: tense
i've been thinking about everything and i give up on trying to feel like i belong.... i can't wait till summer, sure it won't be any better, but i won't have...school..sure staying home all the time, won't be fun at all, but hey..its ok..Other people diffenetly have worse then me...like homeless people, kids who get abused, kids who have stay home with siblings who hate them, and so on and so forth....so i guess i shouldnt' be complaining i just wish i could find someone to just beable to talk to without having to worry about a thing...GUESS thats not going to happen.. i wish my bro was around more, and i wish me and him could just hang out for a whole 2hours just me and him, but thats never gonna happen...AHHHH i just wanna scream on the top of my lungs, or just cry to get it all out, which is what i usually do well i think i'm gonan be done, because u prolly don't care...and i don't really want to rite about junk that no one gives a crap about.. GOOD BYE
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hey em. I hope that the other night talking to me and realizing that i am going thru almost the same stuff is helping you ... when you say what is wrong i just agree and tell you how what is wrong with you is also wrong with me ... I really hope that we can keep talking like that.

lylattss
As Always
Courtney