"I tried so hard, and got so far But in the end it doesn't even matter I had to fall too lose it all But in the end it doesn't even matter" In the End- Linkin Park I just found something out... its quite... unsettling actually.... my ex gf never even cared about me... she was just using me to get back with someother jerk off... Ya I found this out last night through her friend... yeh thats always the way it is... ur told by someone else... the sad thing is ... I would have never thought that she would ever do that... but hey I guess you can't doubt anything anymore On a lighter note I'm goin camping.. but o well I guess now I'm kinda sad... so o well I guess I learned something no matter how good it all seems to go... its never wat it seems.... remember that.... I could really use a friend now :(, or a comment.... Later SanDmaN