I had nothing to say and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me (i was confused) and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit these things in mind (inside of me) but all that they can see the words revealed is the only real thing that i got left to feel (nothing to lose) just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own [Chorus] i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long. erase all the pain til its gone i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real. i wanna find something ive wanted all along somewhere i belong and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face (i was confused) look at everywhere only to find. it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind. (so what am i) what do i have but negativity cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me (nothing to lose) nothing to gain im hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own [repeat chorus] [Verse 3] (Chester) I will never know myself until i do this on my own cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed i will never be anything til i break away from me i will break away. ill find myself today Somewhere I belong- Linkin Park Yeah apparently the guy who owns this thing deleted all my friends off my list for some reason.. meh.. change is good.. which is exactly what im gonna do... change... No more caring about the past.. cause the past for me is fucked... screw all of it.. its time to look to the future... and it maybe not look great or bright but i guess i gotta make the best of it.. im gonna try not to sware so much... and do better in school.. stop skipping so much.. try to avoid jessica because she'll probably just try and run me down on the past and well i dont need that... Im gonna work out alot harder too.. so i can get big enough for rugby season... thats my goal for school... Well im out but i have one last thing to say... like the song im listenin to says.. there is somewhere i belong.. and i'll find it.. no matter what i gotta do SanDmaN