I can't remember anything can't tell if this is true or dream deep down inside I feel to scream this terrible silence stops me now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see that there's not much left of me nothing is real but pain now hold my breath as I wish for death oh please God, wake me back in the womb it's much too real in pumps life that I must feel but can't look forward to reveal look to the time when I'll live fed through the tube that sticks in me just like a wartime novelty tied to machines that make me be cut this life off from me hold my breath as I wish for death oh please God, wake me now the world is gone I'm just one oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death One- Metallica Wow i just got my soul ripped apart again.. seems like it happens alot to me recently... i'll tell u wat i mean This girl that stopped me from comitting a feleny... i fell for her... yet my god dam past prevented me from taking a chance and seeing if she liked me... but no i was worried about the man i called my best friend side with my ex who wont fuckin leave my head... and now jessica (the one i liked) has found someone else...sigh.... I was gonna put something here but i forgot...yay... The Angelic Diablo