well im bored so i figure imma write this Current Music: Go To Church-Ice Cube feat. Snoop & Lil Jon well things have been goin iight lately, things that were buggin me have passed, usually what happens, hopefully if it flares up it wont bug me as bad but ye i've been thinking lately, i dun really find shit much fun anymo, its like stuff has started to bore me(meaghan if you read this your not included there, im talking aboot like drumming, boarding etc.), then i started playing around with a lighter last night and remembered WHAT i have fun with badass shit come on, i walked through this fucking town with a drink glass in my hand one day when i chilled with frodo and sabrina, burned so much shit, tagged shit and a buncha other shit I've done in ma life, I mean at times I still show flashes of then but I haven't really, lately i've felt like a little bitch, not gonna lie, i wonder what it would be like if i did all that shit again and didn't take shit from ne one? if i started starting fist fights over the smallest shit just for the hell of it, what would happen? would you all change your views on me? I used to be like this.. back when i really didn't give a fuck aboot anything, i mean now i have alot that i care aboot so i dunno i dont think i'll do any of the drunkeness or drugs again, but fire, fights and breaking shit.. hmm.. well i dunno but i figured i wanna start somewhere to change myself so maybe i dont feel like such a bitch imma start with a new hair colour, i want comments on this shit, blonde, black, mix of the two or other? tell me your thoughts eZz EDIT: I've felt very weird in the past few days, i dunno lifes been weird, ppl have been acting differently and everything seems like its changing, it seems the future is being pushed and pushed more now then ever, and im like "HEY WAIT I LIVE FOR TODAY, THE FUTURE WILL COME AND IM CONFIDENT IT WILL WORK OUT THE WAY I WANT IT TOO" in my head, i dunno i just feel really uneasy lately like im aboot to lose it all and just go crayz at one moment, i've been talking of dying my hair and going hardcore badass and shit like that. all i can hope for is i dont end up crumbling everything thats important to me and blowing it all away because of this, i dont need to be a badass i need to man up and start carrying my weight, yes theres many things that make me stop and think but i cant do that i gotta press on, i can't let shit i say has passed me bug me anymore, because if i ever wanna be a part of that future then i gotta or its not gonna happen. I also gotta believe, i kno right now is not the best time of year and theres not much to do but gotta keep occupied and focus on now then we can talk aboot tomorrow until then, "life there aint no stoppin keep on rockin" Life-Coolio eZz