Current Music: Hot Hand In A Dice Game-A Loss For Words This Is Pretty Much Like Meaghans Letter To Me So if it sounds simaler bear with.. ever wonder why no matter what you say and try and do you can't stop doing something? why you constantly keep doing it even tho you sware to god your not gonna? i do, all the time i've constantly bein making meaghan feel like she cant do anything right with the way i've acted lately, no matter how hard i try it seems all i do is act like an ass and make her cry over and over.. thats it tho if you've read her entry you kno what im talking aboot, she said we're gonna come back better then ever and no one would expect it.. well todays the day. sweetie i kno i've messed up bad in the last week and just continue to make it seem like its never gonna end but its done.. no more makin you upset for the reasons that i've made you upset in the past while. i just have to accept everything you do and the way you are with ppl, no matter what starts running through my head i HAVE TO remember that thats how you are and i can't change that this is the big one.. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH STUFF BETTERx1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 thats all i can think of.. except for the fact that im not gonna be around pretty much at all for the next month, i hope that doesn't change anything because its beyond my control(believe me im really starting to hate planning out stuff on days two weeks ahead...) well thats all i have for now except.. I LOVE YOU M.E.C. just wish i knew how to get big font on here.. lol todays the day, we take it all back and go on with everything your entry states, and like you said, we can't wonder, we just kno and keep on believing and trusting eachother that it will all work out IM IN FOR THE LONG RUN TOO so don't you worry aboot anything like that yes this is pretty much like yours.. great minds think alike lol now i really do believe when you say that well thats all for now