Current Music: Job For A Cowboy alright if anyone caught the entry i deleted this morning last night im gonna clear it all yes i have been depressed and upset pretty much the whole month for some reason i still dont kno for some reason i've felt jaded and odd towards meaghan, i wonder if she kno's.. if not well i had to say it, sorry sweetie i really wish i knew why i felt like this, its been odd, i've felt like we barely speak much anymore. as long as i dont let it consume me we'll be fine, atleast i hope so i've also not hung out with many ppl lately because of how i've felt, i also mentioned this last night this morning i woke up and it felt better, i think as long as i dont stop moving i'll be fine hopefully