i really love having this computer in my room. it makes my life alot easier. last night i tried to talk to keishelle but she doesnt want to understand what im saying. i dont know. its really messed up and retarded. i hate fighting but then again im not going to pretend that everythings ok when i dont think it is. and i mean obviously if i think one thing about something and she thinks another- then theres got to be some sort of issue there. i dont want it to turn into world war three again and thats what i think its doing. not good- once again i had to open my mouth. this is why i just keep things to myself. makes life alot easier in some aspects. today was the chemistry regents. i think i did ok- there was some stuff that i was pretty sure i knew how to do and then some stuff that i had no idea how to do. i think that i made random guesses on at least like two or three of the questions. ohh well. i just hope that i passed. i talked to justin yesterday about hanging out with everyone tonight. i think that were all going to go to rychelle and lances house and then most of us will probably crash there. but im not really sure whats going on. im still basically waiting to hear what the plans are and then i have to get ahold of people. tomorrow is the first day of the 'job' -- i completely refused to go back to a grease pit like mcdonalds for the summer- so i decided to babysit instead. and i think that im going to look for another part time job for nights and weekends. but so far the job scence hasnt really looked all that well. ive been applying but not getting any calls for interviews or anything. so i dont know what im going to do yet. i think im going to go grab something to eat seeing that its almost 3 and i havent eaten today and try to figure out whats going on tonight- if anything. lattter kiddddooos.