so yepp im one of those girls. one of the ones that i said id never be like. it still amazes me how much stuff has changed between him and i overnight. but he still thinks that i really dont know whats going on and as fucked up as this sounds i really wish that i didnt know what was going on because at least i would have been happier that way. he still thinks that things are fine between us and stuff but each day i get more information about stuff and the more mad i get towards him-- but we havent really "had time" to actually sit down and talk... i want to talk in person but i dont know how thats really going to work out. but as off right now-- i think that im just going to go and call him and we can talk on the phone because i cant keep putting this off anymore. my hearts literally breaking into two and hes just like yepp ook everythings fine and its not. i like him soo much and even after everything i still want to be with him and i hate the fact that someone has that much control over my feelings and my actions. its honestly ridiculous. yepp- im officially one of those girls... whos still crying over a guy.