havent updated in forever because my computer hasnt been working and because i havent been home alot- which hasnt been a bad thing at all. and alot of stuff has happened since i last updated. so to start of with more drama as usual- im now fighting with maleica and rychelle and all of the rest of them and i really dont care. and the sad thing is is that its all bullshit and its stupid stuff. maleica had nothing to do with it to begin with- but once again she pulled a 'maleica' and got involved in stuff that had nothing to do with her. and rychelle just needs to get a grip on life and realize that not everything is always going to go her way- that shes not always going to like everyone she meets and that thats just how life goes whether she likes it or not. well anyways- today we got into a nice arguement in the middle of the hallway right after nineth period- where everyone could see- and it seriously took everything in me not to start swinging- probably helped that there were teachers there pulling us basically apart. but they all need to get it through there thick heads that im not scared of them and that ill step up and fight any one of them... they can name the time and place and ill be there. im pretty sure that after today ive made that really obvious but as they say only time will tell. and a big problem with the rychelle and maleica and all of them is keishelle. if she would stop trying to live my life and talk to my friends and hang out with my friends then we wouldnt have so many of these issues but apparently thats all to difficult? not to mention that she needs to mind her own business when it comes to things going on with me-- especially when it comes to people who she doesnt know and who she doesnt need to know. it still amazes me how people dont think that cartain things are going to get back to me. or that i wont find out certain stuff and if i do it wont make me mad? i really dont know what any of them are thinking. well other than the friend drama- or should i say former friend drama at this point... things have been pretty good. my REAL FRIENDS :) (whom i LOOOOVE to death) and i have been having lots of fun lately and have hanging out tonns. todays actually the first day that ive been home in a while-- and im only home today because my mom like begged me to stay home and help her get some stuff done. but tomorrow i believe that were going to hang out before i have to go to work. and this 'someone' that i talked about in the last entry went out of town for a little while :( and i was suppossed to see him before he left and i didnt which makes me rather sad because i wont be able to see him until he gets home. im not really sure where things stand between us- like its nothing serious and no where really near it but he knows that i like him and im pretty sure that he knows that i know (if that makes sense) that he likes me- so well have to wait and see what happens. we havent really hung out alot- just him and i- but ive seen him. who knoooows- i just want him to come back home so that we can hang out and figure some stuff out. and we have no school for a few days because of thanksgiving which is going to be nice seeing that im really not in the mood to go to school and deal with the unneeded drama. so i think that im going to bed early tonight to catch up on some sleep? yepp sounds like a good plan. update more when i have some time? maybe between college stuff tomorrow seeing that i have tonns of college stuff to still do because im like months behind where i need to be. ohh how much more fun stuff will get sent my way- well have to wait and see.