just woke up a little while ago. and im still prettyy tired. last night was the first night in over a week and a half that i slept in my own bed or even in my house? i think alot of me being tired is because i havent been home- so i havent really been sleeping. ive been partying basically every night which has been amazing because ive learned that im in love with partying and that this summer ive become a complete lush. and my mom- whos usually acts like an insane bitch- knows that ive been partying and stuff and she hasnt cared? she says that she trusts my judgement and stuff. so its been awesome- and not to mention that i no longer have to do chores and stuff around my house because "its my senior year and im going to be busy and i need time to have fun" all of that coming from my mom? things have just been beyond crazy. this summer is actually been going alot better than expected. and i think i met someone new that i may potentially like :) its not even that hes all that cuutee or anything- its just that hes an awsome guy and we had so much fun together. not to mention- everyone thinks that theres already something going on between us and nothings happened. so im not sure- its crazy... i havent seen him in a few days so well have to see how things are when i see him again. and then theres some crazy things that happened with another someone who ive been 'on again/off again' with for like ever. lets just say it was suprisingly fun and im not really sure what it meant- but im just kind of letting it go for now. i mean it was awsome and crazy and it was probably one of the best days so far this summer but im not going to freak out about it or take it as seriously as i used to. im just letting things go and kind of going with whatever happens. and like thats some of the stuff that ive learned about myself so far this summer... and its been awsome- i love just being myself and not really caring about what other people think or have to say. well thats all i can really update about for now. if i dont go out tonight then ill try and update with more details about everything thats been happening. until whenever- lattter loooooves.