i havent updated in what seems to be forever once again... this summer was amazing and so much funn. there were some good times and some horrible times but everything made for a good summer- but sadly summers over... and today was the first day of school and it actually went suprisingly well. it was pretty fun- hopefully its a good sign for theee entire year :) i got my schedule changed soo its basically the way that i want it. and for the most part i have classes with either people i like or that i know pretty well so thats going to make things alot better. and as far as i can tell i have pretty nice and easy going teachers. and to top things off- the situation with someone- well things are really unknown. but last night i had a total freakout moment about a conversation that we were having online. i most deffinitly thought for a minute that it wasnt him- and i was like ohh my godd someone other than him just read all of that and now they know some things that they shouldnt know... so i basically just signed off and i was freaking outt. but then it was weird because today i was leaving the guidance office after i got my schedule changed- and he was standing in there and kinda gave me a look and i was like ohh good lord what if it wasnt him and someone said something to him today... and then i went out in the hall to meet some people to go to lunnch and he came out and like grabbed my arm and was like heyy and what nott- so im pretty sure that last night things were me just being paranoid and that it was actually him... and im not sure really how things are- but seeing that we like never talk in school i guess that things are going sort of well. only time will tell i guess- so well have to see what happens. tomorrows day number twooo of senior year- and with any luck itll be just as good as today... and even though its a school night (how retarded does that sounnd) i think that me and some of my looooves are going out for a while tonight :) and getting messed up- which im wicked stoked about. well im going to get going- i have lots of things to do before latter... ill try and update whenever i have some more time to write agaain.