today has been officially one of the worst days ever. got into an accident while driving my friends car and i was freaking out. i was beyond hysterical and by body is sore and hurts all over- and i feel like shit because i feel bad that i did that to my friends car. and then to top it off i had to go to the hospital which was terrible as usual. then what has to be worse then all of that is that everyone at school knows and everyones talking about what happened- even though none of them really know what happened. the doctor at the hospital kept me out of school today and they want me to stay home tomorrow. i think that ill be back in school thursday... but i dont know. i guess it depends on how i feel- im sure ill feel better but i dont want to go because everyones talking about what happened. and im out of gym for a week and i have to go to my regular doctor within the next week. i got a ticket to- "failure to make a safe lane change" basically saying that i got out of my lane and hit the other car. theres so much more to the story-- like everything that happened but the good thing is that me and my other friend who was in the car are both for the most part ok. but all in all- today has been absolutely horrible.