so this is so weird for me. im pretty pissed off at him right now from last night. but i miss him right now. and i dont miss people? thats not me. i folded and just tried to call him but once again no answer because it was restricted-- he knows that my house comes up on his phone as restricted but still never answers. so basically if he doesnt call me at all tonight-- or doesnt answer when i call him... im going to be even more pissed. and i hate when i get like this... and this is exactly why him and i have to talk because i need to know where were going with this and how attatched i should get because im already starting to get attatched and i cant get this way because this is how i end up heart-broken. well anyways tomorrow is our only day of school this week and then we have testing on other days but i dont have tests until thursday and friday... and i have rehearsal on thursday tooo but anyways... tomorrow after work i was going to go to andreas house and hang out with her for a little while and then maybe go and see that guy i know and stay with him for the night. but if he doesnt answer his phone or call-- then thats not going to happen. but that would work out perfectly because i could go right from work to andreas and then andrea lives like two blocks away from his house and then i could go to his house for the night and not have to worry about going to class the next day or going to work or anything. soo uggg... he better call or pick up his phone. ook enough obsessing over a guy. this entry was deffinitely pathetic-- but you know what sometimes its ook to be pathetic. and as sad as it is to say-- this is one of my times.