yeah so about something having to give eventually-- well that something still hasnt. where to begin... my piece of shit car is officially dunzoooo. haha-- its like soo not funny that it is at this point. me and that car have had alot of good times and alot of not so great times. we have a long history. but anyways-- i basically have to figure out how in the hell im going to get any where i need to go and how in the hell im going to get a new car because im going to basically die without one. without a car im not going to be able to get to work and get to school and go and see this guy that i know :( and im going to be missing him tonns. and thats like the biggest thing that im concerned with right now-- how in the hell im i ever going to be able to see him. ill have to figure something out... but other than that-- things have been pretty good. things with that guy i know :) well theyve been really good. hes honestly the nicest guy that i know and i dont know i just feel comfortable whenever im with him. i stayed with him on thursday night and then we stayed at his house and basically slept all day on friday-- so i didnt go to school. and then on saturday he called me and wanted to hang out-- soo he went with me while i did a bunch of stuff. i was suppossed to stay with him last night but that never worked out? im kinda pissed at him about that because we deffinitely said that we would hang out together last night but we never did. so i ended up staying at bennys with erin and everyone else that was there? kinda random but whatever shiitt happens. things with the friends have been really good. rychelle and i started talking again sort of? its awkward but its not-- i really dont have a problem with her so hopefully we can work shit out so that we can all be friends again-- her and lance and mooooks hung out with me jen brenda and erin over the weekend. well see how that goes. one friend that i am pissed at is katttiiee. shes fucking up big time and i really cant believe some of the shit that shes dooone. she deffinitely hung out with mike? and i like i care because its just the fact that she shouldnt have hung out with him after the way hes treated me. and yeahh i might have moved on to someone new and someone who treats me soo much better than he ever did :) but she was the one who used to fuck shit up with me and mike and start shit between us. but whatever- they can have eachother if they want... i really have nothing to say to mike and im really not going to talk to him until he apologizes to me-- and even if he ever does then im still not going to try and make shit work with us. me and mike will never be anything again-- i mean we werent really anything to begin with but he deffinitely always felt the need to act like he was my boyfriend. well anyways when i found out last night more shit that she did-- that shit just pissed me off even more. we all need to have a serious chat because i dont appreciate all of that bullshit. well thats really all i have time to update about... theres been so much other stuff thats happened but im way to cold and way to tired to update anymore and ive got about 165456432 things to do before i have to go to work. so until whenever?