friday was so messed up. keishelle olivia tara and myself went to dinner. i thought that things were going to be fine and fun and whatever. turns out- not so much. dinner was ok and things were cool. but then after when we were suppossed to all like hang out. well of course the new 'dynamic duo' (keishhelle and tara) had to go together and sent oliva with me. we drove around for a little while and then basically keishelle and tara ditched me and olivia. that was super cool. well liv invited me to her house after and i felt bad so i went because the people who i thought were my friends obviously arent. me and olivia actually had fun. we stayed out for a while and went to the movvie store where like the hottest guy works. i left me keys inside and he brought them out to my car. i was dying laughing and i felt like a moron. but hes wicked cuuute and now i dont think that i can ever go back in there again. well yesterday during the day was hell. i got to spend the day basically alone at rec. park with a bunch of people that i dont even know. last night was alright- we finally gotto know are neighbors? its weird because we never really talked to them and now were all like good friends and we get to use there poool basically whenever- which is good seeing that its been like 1567464 degrees out lately. then last night i just got fed-up and really pissed off with keishelle and taras bullshit. so seeing that lately i just dont care and im going to say what i want to say... i just wrote this entire like thing and said what i wanted to say to keishelle. because honestly- i dont pull punches and im not playing these fucking games. this shit was cool in like 7th grade. so i basically told her that it was retarded how shes been acting- and i never know when shes telling the truth or lying these days. and not only that but that it was fucked up that they ditched us and then she never called AGAIN like she said she was going to... and that basically when she can find the time when shes not with her new best friend- and she wants to act like an adult- then she can talk to me because im just sick of the bullshit. well todays farahs grad party but i dont think that im going to go because im in a terrible mood and im not really feeling all that sociable. not to mention that out of the 12748945934 grad parties that i was invited toooo- ive been to 0. ohhhh well. so i have no idea whats going to happen with all the bullshit and drama. but i think that im going to go either get ready or go swimming because its much to hot to stay up here. until whenever- lattter kiddds.