bret's in cali. i just got back from detroit. everyone lives on the other side of town. i'm tired. and the trip home is more complicateed than i want to type. i'm tired. i'm kinda cranky. my vacation wasn't. i need to be held. and i need a huge fucking spliff. i wish devin was here, i want to be with her. i like jane and all the girls who show me attention, but i LOVE devin. all i got anymore is baseball and music. and i can't get a gig. bad mojo or something, i dunno. oh well, i'm feeling fuct, so what's new? not much. don'tcha love rhetoric.