this is pretty much my theme song, and it pretty much desribes my life. but man, i cannot express enough how happy i have been the past couple months. it's been so great. even before krispy, i just, i can feel you in me and i feel so full. too bad micheal stipe is a homosexual. homosexuals are gay. anyways, thanks for the karissa thing and me and bret still bein' cool. cuz i swear if our friendship had been in the balance i would have had to pass on krispy. somethings are just sacred. help her feel better, she's feeling ill and i don't mean that in the beastie boys kinda way. there's alot obout us that is complicated, but really when we're together or talking, it's really simple. and i enjoy the hell out of it. i like it simple like this. i don't think about her all the time like when i was obsessing over sara or monica or whatever... that was just me thinking with too much emotion and hormone factor. this is nice and it makes sense. i think about her all the time, sure, but just for a second at random times, a smile crosses me face and i go on. i call her everyday, she's bored at home and i know i comfort her, i like being there for her to lean on. i like making her smile, it's good stuff. and i wanna say thanks for helping out my dad's job sitch, he's been going great guns and i ask that continue. thanks for growing me up.... thanks for gropwing me in. i have everything i asked you for back in october. except a job... no no no, i take it back, my foks give me $50 every 2 weeks for schooling my bro, and i've started doing childcare at church and i just baby sat tonight, so my bad, you win. just give me wisdom and help me keep making the right descision. peace love and marijuana sauce...