i reconfuzzled my diarrhea. i had this scheme when i first started my diary for a few weeks, so now it's back. i did a bunch of stuff on the dorr to my room today. taped up a bunch of pictures and cartoons and drawings and stuff. my typical rockstar sense of things. no gay bands tho. i got buddy guy and jack white and RHCP and dino cazares and tony iommi and ted nugent and eddie van halen and stevie ray vaughan and jimi hendrix and MuDvAyNe and dillinger escape plan and stuff like that. i plan to do a whole wall when i get my own place, i have a bunch more pictures and would like to get more, plus i've been drawing like a dude who has been perma-stoned and is on a creative purge. i have been shitting music ideas, riffs and wierd noise parts. i need to record but i am grounded. oi vey. it's embarrassing to be 18 and tell people "no, i can't. i'm grounded." but i live here so whatever. free food. peace love and the return of marijuana sauce...