after church today i went with emmy and brelyn and cristina over to this place and we got fuzzy and then went to chili's. it was a success. and i talked to karissa about not seeing each other this morning. and then she called me tonight and we talked again... which was wierd because i was going to get my phone to call her when i saw it lighting up. anyways, we just decided not to rush into anything and even see other people, but you know, just kinda be a safety net i guess. it sounds very trashy i guess; a "non-monagomous relationship" but hey, we're young, and friends with benifits is a horrible term usually reserved for fuck buddies which is a horrible way to sustain a relationship. so i'd say cuddlebuddies. there is really no appealing title for it all so, mostly it's just we know where we stand and you guys can be in the dark, and bret, well, bret will be okay. and we will all be okay, because as soon as it's not ok it won't be fun and when it's not fun, to hell with it. friends are worth more. i love bret just as much as karissa, they are my friends. and there isn't a whole lots of wild and crazy fireworks between karissa and i, mostly just a friendly fondness and some attraction. so to everyone who may or may not be sticking their nose into this, chill out, it's just for kicks. besides, as long as i'm around nothing will happen to her as far as sexual things go. i have brakes like a mack truck. peace love and marijuana sauce...