so i babysat a bunch today. made an assload of $$$. niiiice. gunna go out with sarah thursday and then on sunday morning i'm off to camp for the very last time. for the next 6 weeks i'm a kid. i plan to take full advantage of the summer. starting a new chapter in the Chronicles of Kessler. it's mad. but i'm diggin it. my mind is different since i left my baseball team. i mean i still love baseball, but the way i see simple things is way more laid back. like this whole sarah thing with me. it's cool to just have a friend and cuddle and be cool. and NOT get heartstrings all wrapped up in it. things have to progress to that state, you can't just rush into those kinds of emotions. i feel alot for sarah, but it's as her friend for the most part. also the way i'm viewing staying at hoem and camping out on my folks, i wanna get out of here and discover kessler. i want alot for myself. but i don't think i've ever asked for too much. just my opionion. and it is my diary after all. =P peace love and elemenohpee...