i told karissa we couldn't see each other anymore. i was right about bret still being in love with her. he's just so fucking romantically retarded, and she always felt like he didn't care about her. but he does, and he's my best friend, so i did what i had to do. i just couldn't be in such an uncomfortable position all the time. we all hang out together, and i felt like a fuckhead, and now i feel like something that is lower than the shit on your boot. karissa + kessler would have worked, given not much time we would have fallen in love. given not much time we would have had all of the relationship aspirations i had. but sometimes it's our mistakes that make for the greatest ideas. i go to seek temporary solace. T-H-C you later. peace love and marijuana sauce...