yeah so i don't think i'm gunna get on with EF, i sounded nasaly today. i think i was nervous. i should have gotten stoned before the tryout. i always perform better high. loss of my humiliation inhibition i suppose. damn me and me being shy. oh well. hopefully danny will let me play drums with simon and the american idols, SATAI for you acronym lovers, since it turns out chris is a horrible drummer. and danny's thinking about having jenny's brother play bass. i wanna pay bass, but drums is cool. whatever, something to do.