this morning i got in a fight with my dad. it was bullshit, my mom stopped it before anyone got hurt. well, physically anyways. we aren't talking. i just read sara's diary about her making out with some dude... really pist me off... she tells me we can't be together because she wants micheal, i'm hurt, but ok, that's cool, i back off all but completely, i called her to see if there was any decent parties halloween but that's it... anyhoo, i feel betrayed, she's just so wrong to me, i don't know why i love her but i do, i just hate the way she treats me. the worst part is, she doesn't know it. whatever, i'm moving on....remember. and i have pretty much, but there are always residual feelings and emotions. nevermind the bollocks. i'm the man in the box buried in my shit.