On the way home, this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. This weather. The wind outside is biting. It has left me feeling tired & exposed. You've been asking me to bleed. It seems these kinds of questions come too easy to you now. Your lack of shame comes naturally. I should not be suprised. I should have seen it sooner. You expect me to apologize for things that you've done wrong. While you're inciting others. You're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, because you're not going anywhere. This damp air is fighting my defroster. My sighs they ring victorious & fog this tinted glass. It's clouded & so is my head. The hint of these new tears are sharp. I try to hold them back. It's useless. I am useless against them. They are beating me with ease. On the way home this car hears my confessions. I think tonight I'll take the long way. tonight the girl i love got dumped. to my surprise i wasn't glad about it in any way. it hurts me to the core.it's a hollow victory. she still loves the guy. i know exactly how she feels. i can't say enough or do enough for her. all i want is for her to be happy. tonight she is not happy. if she can't be happy i just want her to feel loved. for sara.<333*XXXXXXX*