i saw sara tonight at youthgroup. when she hugs me i want to cry. it feels like i'm where i belong and also like i'm doing something wrong. i don't want her to regret anything she does with me or relates with me. i don't want her to cheat on her boyfriend with me, it has to be all or nothing at all. i'm her friend and i love her. as much as i wish she was with me, she's happy with cody and that is what matters most, she's happy. sometimes love is letting go. and nothing is better than love.