I haven't written in this thing since my little 'testing' entry. I guess a few things have happened since. One big thing that happened is that Erika and I broke up. Luckily we're still friends, and yet I miss her often. I don't think we will ever date again for the fact that deep down I think I annoy her way too much for her to be able to be that close to me again. We broke up within days of what would have been two years and six months. I also wore eyeliner for the first time recently. I think I got more positive comments than negative. It was very interesting. Good times. School just got out and I'm trying to plan what people I can go out with. Hopefully I can find some kids who wouldn't mind me too much. My new friend, Ashley, said we may be able to go out with some of her friends sometime. Friends I don't know, by the way. Among finding people to hang out with, I'm going to get a haircut I've never gotten before and maybe a couple of surprises. And hopefully I can also catch up on my nonsleep. Sleep is bad, my friends. Sleep. Is. Bad. As for the moment Erika is mad at me, I think. I hope it passes shortly because I didn't mean anything to be too bad. That's all I have to say for the moment. I should be posting more. -Josh