It's 3:00 PM and I'm thinking about going to bed. I'm so bored today. I turned in my job application and found out that they weren't hiring. Hopefully I'll get a job sometime, because I really want one. I didn't have to go to school today, so I have a three day weekend. A weekend that will probably be filled with boredom. That, a lot of grapefruit juice, and possibly by some odd chance a group of Chinese Midgets called Pablo on Ice. I tried every combination possible to try to be able to see Erika this weekend, but apparantly she has other things to do that she'll enjoy more. I don't think I can take much more of not having anything to do, and it's just the start of the weekend. More seriously, I have gotten a lot of inspiration for paintings and collages and such in the past several hours. Things that are hideous, but beautiful in all that is g[l]ory. I even have a strong urge to experiment with photography like I haven't in a long time, after seeing so many beautiful photos from artists who are probably nothing more than nobodies with their tiny dot of life on this earth. Less seriously, but I'm not joking, imagine what kind of piece I could create with a title like Pregnancy Testicles. Yeah, but I'm off to do something else. I'm thinking I might have a little treat to add later, for anyone who ever, ever, ever reads my diary. -From the loveliest little thing that has ever walked this earth, Josh