God has been shut down temporarily; now let's take the time to walk away from what we think is reality and take time to ruminate on our hopes and what we want reality to be made of. I've decided that I want to be famous someday. I don't think I've shared that with too many people. But it has become a big deal to me because with that I'm going to open up my thoughts a little more and I want to let it slip out through my mouth and my actions. Also there is going to be a physical change which has been in the process for months, as I think most have noticed but not mentioned, to accompany what is not a mental metamorphosis but just an exposure of the different aspects of my mind for people to grasp, complain about, or ignore. As for those aspects I want to show, they will be hated by the hatees until their mouths rot out and I continue to make their ears bleed. The physical changes I spoke of are things I'm trying to escape into from the things I grew up being mocked for; of course with this era I will someday live, I will be mocking the hideousness that I supposedly engrossed only to slap other people in the face. I will be slapping those in the face that I'm grateful brought on such an inspiration, they just won't know it. As I continue walking the bridge From Hideous to Deformedâ„¢, I'm thinking of lyrics and augmenting my creativity, my knowlegde, and my mental state as a whole. I will not be a shadow in the picture fame. As soon as the bugs are worked out, a new creation will arise, far darker than what you thought you knew. But for now, you may be seated to your previews of devastation and enlightment all in the same picture.