Today was a pretty good day, overall. It was school, so I couldn't expect anything too exciting to happen since people have pretty much stopped bothering me. Despite it being good, I woke up kind of depressed. I think I'm feeling like I don't have any good friends. I have friends that I like a lot and I think they like me a lot, but if I went away I don't think they'd care. Maybe I'm not the type of person you ever really like. Around some people I'm too silly and around others I'm too serious. Neither of those make for a good friend. So to all you people I love [Uh. I can only think of my bestfriends right now-Kelly and Erika. Jesus-Lord, a month ago it seemed like I had a bunch of friends, but the ones from Art and the two from English aren't the same. Or the two I have no classes with.], I'm sorry if I'm not a good friend. Thank you two for being there, except when it means you're going to kick my testi-clees. Twice. I realize being a guy you aren't supposed to care about that type of thing, or you're not supposed to truly have friends that care about you or whatever. But I think everyone knows I'm more of a girly-guy. All of my friends are girls, except for one. And he's bi-sexual. Sleeping makes me unhappy occasionally, and I think that's why this hit me all of a sudden. And like I said, everything else today went well. Minus a certain asshat. -Adam Kadmon since now no one'll tell me to shut up Only because I didn't want anyone thinking I would actually just use a name like Adam if it didn't have a meaning-- "Hebrew: "The primordial man". The first man of the Jewish Kabbala, who first appeared in 13th century texts. He was the perfect prototype man created by God. The Kabbalists took up the concept using it to describe the divine symbolism of the human body. Later Adam Kadmon came to be identified with the messiah and was contrasted with the devil Adam Beliyya'al'. " "Being eighteen means I can do whatever I want. Ooh, my ex boyfriend HOOPLA DOOPLA SCOOTERDATOOTERTOOTES JIMMYDEANSAUSAGE. SHUT UP ONLY I CAN SPEAK. SHUT UP FOR REAL CUZ THEN I CAN'T LOOK UP VEGETARIAN RECIPES!" I'm so low.