Right now I'm hearing the repetitive voice that I've heard for days.
And days.
And days.
I hate it when there's nothing else to say, just the same ol.' Everything repeats at some point, though. I repeat. Only because there's always more to say. I hope there's always something to say, so that a reminder is always there. But when things start to repeat with nothing new to bring to the table it becomes pointless.
I did type something here, but I backspaced. I need to save room for other days.
And I don't want to get into an indepth discussion, I'm too aggrivated and I need to relax.
School is bothering me right now, because of my grades. Only because I'm getting caught up into what I don't know, and what I do know. I don't know what I do and don't know, and when I do know that I know what I do, it's too late to undo what was done regarding what I didn't think I knew.
You loved that one, I know. But I meant every word of it.
At least every time I do something bad, I've learned something. But then it's too late to prove myself.
To myself.
I also just backspaced something else.
Everything I'm stupid to now, I'm determined to know later. I don't mean that in a procrastinating way, I mean it as a learning from my mistakes way.
And again, I backspaced.
Oh my god.
I would keep on, but this isn't the night for me. I know tonight it'll be late before I go to sleep. I've got to stay awake reading something. Or something.
And I'm not making this up, but I sincerely feel this is one of the only times I've not made sense on here. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm just so mad, and disappointed.
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