High there, It's so MESSED UP. I'll do the band part first. Well, I was really disappointed when I got to my third block class today, because the bass player told me about this new line up thing with this guy that's breaking up with his other band. And I'd be back-up vocals. And I'd play guitar. I just wanted to sing, so I imagine nothing will happen with that anymore. Who knows yet. The other thing. Well, I was so sad when I got off the phone tonight. Someone said something that just threw me off a bit, and some of the things I thought I admired about this person seemed to go away with just the one little phrase. And it's weird because it had absolutely nothing to do with me. And if it was someone else, it wouldn't have affected me like that. And I think I should just be honest about this, so I will. I think I was bothered by it because I was developing a big crush on this person like whoa. And I'm not sure how slutty that makes me feel for whatever reason. She's so happy and I like the way she laughs. And I like the things she says. I don't know why I always find the worst things about people, even if the worst isn't even that bad. At all. I just wonder why exactly it made me feel strange. I want to elaborate but I'll just let you pick out the right hints. And I think that's all I really want to say about anything right now. -And we can be together And forget everything to get high Just as long as we're holding hands When we die