and the good things about not giving up

Feeling: happy
Yesterday had to have been the happiest day. Ever. In my whole life. Well, the morning was gloomy. And then 4th period; I turned around and Ryan was like "I think I'm falling in love." I said "Really, with who?" And he said "You." Ahhhhh, it's like...wow. Somebody actually likes me. And I like him back. It was at the end of 4th period. And then I immediatly told Ari cos I always walk with her to her locker & part way to lunch. & then I saw Lindy and told her. And then went to A&P and told Brianne & Julie. Obviously I was soooo fucking happy cos I didn't think it was possible for him to even like me back. x3 mmmhmmm, yes. And then 6th period, that's always joyous. x3 Later that night he called me and we talked for an hour & 15 minutes. He told me that I'm pretty much the only reason why he comes to school. That he thinks about me all the time. And he likes to look at me during history class. He thinks I'm cute. He's practically perfect for me. I asked him to go to the Dave Matthews Band concert. He said yes. And then I asked him if he'd spend $70 to see them. And he was like "only if I could go with you" I finally get him. I mean I've only liked him since October. But we aren't going out yet. Willy thinks I should ask Ryan. idk. We're both like totally shy with each other. And then today. Well, I've had a good 2 days. Ryan is just...amazing. =) yeah. =) I'm a happy chick right now.
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ohoh, squee! i am so happyy for youu.
man, you're so luckyy...the last boyy i liked, it didn't turn out that great.
[he was the boyy who i told was spiffyy and he just looked at me weird.]

i don't know. i liked him so i started talking to him on aim &sutff, and he was flirting and everything. but then he told me he had a girlfriend, theyy broke up a week later. but now, he has a new girlfriend and we don't talk so much anymore, just wave.
..so he was onlyy leading me on, i guess.


so i basicallyy just gave up.
i think, at least.

he makes it real hard for me.
since he insists on hugging me everytime i walk past him...that is, if he isn't in front of his friends.

woah, here i am going on about myself.
when i meant to wish youu the best with this boyy that youu like who actuallyy likes youu back, which is oh so spiffyy.


(=

does age matter??
i'm fourteen.


&he's a loser and sixteen.


whatever, i don't care.
ahh, yess.
with the exception of youu, of course. (=