Holy Crap. Okay, I have to show the world of people that read this diary, this message I got from Ryan on my Myspace. It makes me want to cry from joy and such lovely things like that. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, and I've come to realize how amazing you make me feel. You've made me happier now than I think I ever have been. In the relativley short time i have really gotten to know you, I find that every day I like you more and more. Sometimes I think you feel that I don't care for you that much, but you are very special to me. You make me feel loved, which is a feeling I have never been familiar with, I hope I do the same for you. You are simply amazing... Holy shit. Isn't that like the sweetest thing, ever? I had to put that in here. I am soooo loved. I am soooo in love. x3