I hate that I have to work. Yeah, it's my last weekend, but still. Last night, I was supposed to go to a Beatle Mania show with Ari, Brianne, Lindy, and a bajillion other people for Ari's birthday...but I had to work. Today, it's Ryan's birthday. I wish I could be able to go hang out with him. But I can't, because of work. And I was also invited to a party tonight, Ari's party, to hang out with them. And party. But stupid, stupid work. And tomorrow we already have 60 dinner reservations. I have to go in at 2. =( UGH. Right now it's 2.20. I don't know what to do. I tried downloading Star Craft because I miss playing it but my damn computer freezes everytime I try it. And I got in trouble with my parents because they had to sign a D+ progress report for Spanish 2. And a 41 on a quiz, for Spanish 2. And a 48 on a test, for Spanish 2. My mum thinks it's because Ryan is a "distraction". HAHA. Funny. Whatever. I want to call Ryan..but I think he's working until like 3 or 3.30. =( It's only fucking 2.30. Dammit. This is like torture. I really don't know what to do. I don't want to paint. I don't want to go outside. I don't want to watch tv. I don't want to eat. I don't want to play guitar. Gohddddd. WTF! I do want to hang out with Ryan. But obviously, that isn't possible this weekend. Next weekend, he's mine. And the weekend after that, he's mine. There's a Corporate Disguise show May 26th. Ahhh, I can't wait for that. It's going to be smashing. x3 Ummmm, now it's 2.40. Still nothing happening. This is a shitty entry. I should get rid of it, but I'm not. =P haha * I'm in love with the greatest person ever. (Well, the greatest person I've ever met.) (I mean, I haven't met Dave Matthews, Bob Dylan, or Shaun White YET.) * Ryan is wonderful. (: Happy Birthday Love. Happy Sixteenth Birthday <3