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On Sunday I went shopping!! Anyway, I bought a green belt from DEB's. And I also put a prom dress on lay-a-way because I'm not positive if I want it or not yet. From TJ MAXX, I got this really cool glass thing, I can't explain it, but it is gorgeous! From Macy's I got a bottle of Clinique - Happy in Bloom. It smells soooo good!! I got a bikini from Sears. And very gorgeous jewelry from JC Penny's, I think. Last but not least, from Circuit City, I got the soundtrack to BRAVEHEART, a three disc set of Celtic favourites, and another CD of Irish Drinking Songs. Man, my St. Patrick's Day next year is going to be AMAZING!! && I believe it's on a Monday which means I can wear my kilt to school!!! Woohoo! Anyway, in life I have done something that I regret. Wow, why the hell does that always happen??? Hmmmmm, I shall not use names, just Guy 1 and Guy 2. Okay so Monday on the bus, Guy 1 sits with me, we end up holding hands and stuff such as that. And then I started talking to Guy 2 about very important information about the girl that he likes. Guy 1 and I don't kiss, of course, I'm not interested in him enough and he knows that I won't kiss him back. Okay, so Tuesday comes along and Guy 2 sits with me on the bus because of that important information that I had to give to him. And like, we're both very flirtacious...so of course one thing led to another, and then I was holding hands with him. And then we did something else that I'm not sure if I'm ashamed of or not because it really meant nothing to either one of us. [No, I am not talking about kissing.] But Guy 1 was currently on the bus and I think he saw what we were doing so I think I hurt him. And my main goal has been not to hurt him because I believe he is the type of person that would be hurt easily by me toying with his emotions. So anyway, today, Wedenesday, Guy 2 and I just acted like we usually do except when I got on the bus we said hi to each other a bit more friendlier. On the ride home from school, both Guys weren't around so I couldn't figure anything out. I am not attracted to either of them. I'm quite set on Mr. Liberal. But Guy 1 has liked me since the summer before tenth grade, probably even before then, but that's the latest memory I have. So the kid definitely needs to get over me but I guess I keep pulling him back to me. Oh well. And Guy 2, there's really not a damn thing to be said. We were I guess just going with the moment. So, anyway, I spent last evening and this morning quite positively furious with myself. But I know that I can't help that I flirt with my guy friends. Oh well then. On to my day. During club, I did my 70's & 80's homework, ate an apple, and sort of helped Brianne with her homework. History was boring, actually. In psychology we probably just talked about stupid things, I hate that class. In English, we took a "practice" vocab test, which probably counted as a quiz grade, but I hope no. In Algebra 2, we took a test. [Which I'm going to get back to, after I finish off my day.] During lunch I studied for a quiz I was going to be having in 70's & 80's. In 70's & 80's, we finished watching The Watsons and took the quiz. In gym, I played eclipse ball with Brianne, Brandi, Kerrie, Lauren, and Rachael. It was quite fun. In astronomy, we got our tests back, I got a 92. I made two silly mistakes. Oh well. I could have had a 98, I blew it. Whooptidoo. And then the bus ride home I dreamed about Mr. Liberal. [Go figure.] Okay, so my test in algebra 2, I completely 2 of the 3 pages. We had a substitute, and everybody around me was cheating. They somehow had the answers for the first 2 pages. This is bullshit. I am 90% against cheating. [The other 10% is for last year when I didn't want to flunk A&P 2 and have to take it all over again this school year.] I believe that it is fully unjust that people were cheating. I'm going to get a horrible grade while other people who are just as horrible in that class as I am, are going to do excellent because of cheating. They passed a paper around parts of the class. They are only cheating their future. It's just fucking pathetic. Yes, I could let this slide, but the fact that more dull people in that class are going to do better than me, just pisses me the fuck off. And the fact that they have the nerve to boast about how they "got away with it." Psht. Not if I have anything to say about it. And I do. I'm going to bring all those fucking stupid ass sophomores down and I don't give a shit. Yes, I'm going to be anonymous because I don't need enemies. However, they fucking deserve nothing in life. I have lost respect for those who were cheating. Oh, and they weren't just cheating in my class. I talked to one of my friends before gym and she told me that people were also cheating in her class. It's really fucking pathetic. I don't know how many people in my class that weren't cheating or in her class. Mr. Liberal is in her class and she told me that he was getting angry because of the cheating. Obviously, only some of us from HHS know right from wrong. Yes, cheating goes on everywhere. Now, if they were just cheating on a quiz, I'd be okay with it. But it is a fucking test. Hmmm, so yeah, I'm extremely pissed off. I have a bone to pick and I'm going to be seeing my guidance counselor tomorrow to see what I should do. I will not let this get away from me. It's just not fucking right and I plan on making it right. Even if I have to go talk to my math teacher. I will fucking make this right. If I have to I'll go to the Vice Principal. Somebody needs to set these immature, little bungholes straight and I know that I have no authority over them. But perhaps if I can get some higher-up authoritarian figure to watch over my class while we are taking the test perhaps the cheating will stop. It's not right. I will speak out against this. My mum believes I've grown in muturity. She is correct. I will not watch other students rise while I'm there falling all because of their damn cheating. Anyway, other than that, life is swell. I haven't talked to Mr. Liberal online since Thursday. Which is mainly the reason why I choose to come on the computer this early today. Well, and to make this entry. The quarter ended today or perhaps it's ending tomorrow. I should be getting my report card by next Wednesday. And next Wednesday is also my last day of school until the following Wednesday on account of Easter. Which also means that I'm going down to Virginia and I need to get ahold of Crystal and see if she can work for me. That's it. For now.
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