the dull tragedies can go to hell

I've been totally out of it for like 2 to 3 days now. I really don't know why. =/ Oh well. I was about to write an entry yesterday. Well actually, I was writting an entry, but then Ryan called and I was like "fuck this" and killed the entry. I had a lot written too. = Oh well. Well yesterday, that was dull. Today; still dull. Oh well. I had a test in Geometry, woah, did terrible. I didn't even finish it. Whatever. I had a test in A&P, another woah, yeah, I did wayyyyy worse than terrible. And in English I had to do the essay part of the test for Julius Caesar. I was really fucking tired today...so that sucked. And Ryan thought I was sad and he kept asking me what was wrong. I feel special that he cares about me. Holy crap. He put his arm around me for like a second or two, but then he got all shy. =/ It was soooo sweet and cute. x3 I have to work tonight. =( Bummer. I truly hate working, with my life. I mean, I like getting moneyyy, but being a dishwasher in a restaurant isn't too pleasant. Oh well. Hmmmm, yeah. Whatever. Now I'm not sure if Ryan and I are hanging out on Sunday. He really wants to hang out with me, I really want to hang out with him. I owe him a hug. Why? I don't know. But whatever, I'll enjoy it. =) Hmmmm, I really can not get to work if nobody is here. Maybe I won't have to go! But then, I'd be bored as fuck tonight. =( OH FUCKING well. peace x3
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awwww yep it feels awesome to know that someone cares about you =)
lol, thanks. (=
i'm not sure about the talented mind part..
i just type whatever's in myy mind.
but still, thank youu.

i've been out of it all week, too!
actuallyy, not for the last two days.
i've been quite okayy. which is good.

argh, i failed a geometryy test todayy, too.
i onlyy filled in two answers and it was on trig.
trigonometryy tests in geometryy??
the teacher is crazyy.
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anywayy, this ryan boyy seems so perfect for youu.

the wayy youu guys are progressing is reallyy cute. (=
&reading about it makes me feel happyy inside, too.
a reassurance that there is real happiness.

hope youu find a job even better than a dishwasher somedayy soon. that doesn't sound like much fun at all.
and also, maybe even dryy hands.
i dunno, the first thing i thought of. (=