fuck second guessing ; you aren't a liar

Yesterday was the sophomore trip to the United Nations building in New York City! Ahhhh, it was fucking joyful. And yes, I shall try and go into major detail. Cos it truly was fucking joyful. (By the way, I'm totally bad it trying to relive everything...so yeah. I'm not sure how many people shall actually understand it..) Okay! My mum took me to the school really early. Well, it wasn't totally early...actually I don't even remember what time it was...just...early! So, yeah. And then after like 20 minutes we got on the buses. It's soooo stupid. They make us go in alphabetical order and we took 5 buses. I sat with my friend Stacey and our friends Brett and Kole were behind us. And they wouldn't leave us alone. It was like a 3 hour ride up there. Which equaled ... boring. Well then, after that loooong trip up we finally got to the UN building, and I went looking for Ryan. =) And we automatically started holding hands and putting our arms around each other...and hugging. =) Then we had to get checked by this security thing. Yeah, totally fucking rad man! And yeah. Ummm, after that (my memory is really bad, sorry) we uhhhh...well ummmm...oooh! We got split into groups of 19 with one teacher. So I was with Ryan and a bunch of his friends. A bunch of people I've really never talked to...but that's alright! And we got this Ukranian tour guide. Awesome. Yeah. & like, my best friends, were all in the same group...and like every time they saw me they'd all have this giant ass smile...and yeah. It was great. =) The UN building was quite extreme. Even though, I had a bigg distraction. The whole tour was like an hour and 30 minutes long. And then, we gotta hang out in the gift shops and everthing. =) Ohhhh, the bestest part...Okay, I went into a gift shop with my friends...and Ryan like followed us into there. And then my friends like ditched me...cos they're fuckheads. And like we started hugging each other and he said "I've been meaning to ask you this for a while, will you go out with me?" !!!!! Ahhhhhhh!!! I said yes (obviously) Then he said "I should have done this months ago." Anddd, it wasss sooo fucking adorable. And I am seriously the LUCKIEST FUCKING CHICK on the fucking PLANET. Because he is the awesomest, sweetest, nicest, and hottest kid I've ever met. And yeah. Oh fuck details. I'm sorry. I can't go into major details. I'm doing a poor job at this already. I don't need to make it worse by continuing it with full details. After the UN building...we ate lunch on the bus and made our way to Ellis Island! Well first we were in Battery Park...and then we took a boat-thing to the Island. I hung out with my boyfriend (It feels sooo awesome to say that!!!) and his friends. And well, it was pretty much a free-for-all there. We just had to get on a boat to New Jersey instead of on a boat back to New York by 5.15. And we were pretty bored (it'd work better if there was actually a tour guide for that place) so we hoped a boat. It was me, Ryan, Robert, Eric, Josh, Alex, Rylan, Dan, and I think the last dudes name is Anad. Or something weird like that. And we all thought we were going to get in trouble...but I really didn't care because I was with Ryan. Our boat stopped at the Statue of Liberty. And some of us thought about going there, but the majority didn't want to get off the boat because we still had no idea if we were going to the right state or not. And Eric thought it was funny because Ryan has like twice the length of my hair. We did end up going to the right state, which is good…we just got there like an hour before everybody else! And we asked some dude how to get to civilization…and he was like “you need a car” and we were like “we don’t have a car” and he practically yelled “what, you don’t have a car?!” and then yadda, yadda, ya… it went on for a few minutes. Whatever. We just walked around. And then finally people started arriving from our school. But then it was a loooong time for the buses to pick us up. Well, they finally did…and we drove for a while...like 30 to 40 minutes, or something and stopped for dinner. I hung out with my friends because I felt bad about ditching them.. But they were all uberly happy for me. =) =) Yeahhhh, you seriously have NOOOOO idea how fucking happy I am. And how good I feel. The last like 15 minutes I did go hang out with Ryan…and it was just the two of us. And it was great. =) We were on different buses, so it sucked. Badly. But whatever. He wanted to come on my bus to be with me. He’s sooo sweet. He’s sooo mine x3 . The bus ride home. Gosh, it was terrible. This kid, Cody, he brought a boom box with him. And they blasted techno. Like they seriously blasted techno. And him and his friend, Tom, also brought glow sticks. And people were swinging them around and crap. So, there was a rave on my bus. I fucking hated every single person on that bus … except for like Rob because he didn’t enjoy that bullshit either. And they wouldn’t let me sleep. Kole kept yelling in my ear. Everybody like sang along to all these shitty songs. And like, I’m sorry if anybody that reads this that actually likes that…I can’t stand it. At all. ESPECIALLY WHEN TRYING TO SLEEP!! And we got back to the school at 9.30. =( And I gotta be with Ryan one more time. =) And then I went off with Brianne, Signe, and Sean and Brianne & Sean’s mum. And she drove us all home. =) And I had a most excellent day. WOAH, end of yesterday! I’m sooo fucking happy. You don’t even know how much. Oh my gee! I’ve been totally stoked about this. Shall I continue with today…yeah, I think so! Today was the Prom Promise Carnival. We only had first and second period…so , I pretty much only had gym and study hall. And then we went into the auditorium and got talked about not drinking on prom night. And blah blah blah. It was boring. And then we went back to homeroom. Seriously, we have the WORSE way of running things in my school. And then we got called by grade to go to the sports complex and chill outside. Ryan waited for me. And him and Rob were thinking about skipping it…but he wanted to hang out with me, and Rob wanted to talk to Laurel. So they stayed. Made me mucho happy. =) And I once again ditched my friends to hang out with him. I feel bad about that…but Brianne and Lindy were okay with it. Or at least that’s what they said. =/ That whole thing was pretty dull. I gotta see my friend Tommy play cos we had live music (most sucked. Sorry to say that, but it’s true) But I gotta be with Ryan. He invited me to go to a Streetlight Manifesto concert tonight, but I had to work, which was a total bummer…I would have LOVED to spend more time with him. Work sucked. To the highest degree. =( we only got sixx people. YAWN. It was boring. As hell. But whatever. I hope to be talking to Ryan tomorrow. And maybe seeing him on Sunday =) soooo, I’m ecstatic. I’ve had like the greatest past 2 weeks…in like my whole life (not joking!!) …….. I think it’s pretty wicked that I got asked out in the U.N. building. I wonder how many people can actually say that!! Yeah. This was a long entry…it took me like an hour and 30 minutes to write. Sort of sad, but oh well. x3 love
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