Well, ive got good news,and bad news. Okay...the good news - I got to see him again tonight!!! YAYYYY!!! i was sooooo happy. Im still like really giddy. Its a great feeling. OKay, the bad news - I DEFINITELY think i like him now. And its weird bc i BARELY know him. I met him like 2 days ago. But he is soooooo amazing. Iam sooo happie. Its an awesome feeling. I miss this feeling. The last few guys that i have liked gave me the butterflies or whatever... but they eventually went away bc i realized that it would never work. I jus held on bc i felt safe. I hope this isnt like that. I know that i still have feelings for the other guy...but its pointless for me to sit around and wait for him, bc i just have to face it, ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN. I dont think anything will come of this new flame that has sparked, but its just really reassuring that i havent lost the ability to feel this way about someone, and that someone can actually make me happy. And i am happy. I hope tomorrow is just as good as today. Pray for me.