I miss him. So much it hurts. I know i run the risk of him reading this, but i don't much care. He knows where i stand, and theres no point in trying to hide it. Well, now that THAT is out. . . I took the day off of school yesterday. I wasn't sick, i didnt have incompleted homework, or anything of the sort. I just wanted to spend some time with my mommie. SO i did. We went shopping, and it was lovely. I slept by Stef's house last night, and we got to talking. I hadnt really talked to her in a while, so it was rather enjoyable. She's sleeping here tonight. We sat out on her driveway, and just stared at the stars. A few people came over to hang out, but i paid little attention. My focus was fixated on the sky. A clear night, full of stars, chilly, but not too cold. It was absolutely amazing. I curled up in my big sweatshirt, and stared at the sky. I thought about alot of stuff, but i, of course, came to no resolutions. Im beginning to think its a lost cause. I kinda miss my dad. I had a dream about him last night. It was more of a recollection than anything. I woke up almost crying. It was bizarre. I think i may go visit him next weekend. I dunno. I say i will, but i know something "more important" will come up. It's all very "Cat's in the Cradle" I'd rather not talk about it. And thats all i have to say about that.