I feel lost. I dont really know just what to do with myself. There are a million things running through my head right now, and i am so busy that i dont even have time to figure them out. I wish i knew what i wanted. I wish i knew what it is that i am dying to have. Or should i say "whom" . . . I want to be able to fix these problems, and work out all of the issues in my mind, but i know that i cant. I long to leave it all behind, and just be happy again. But its not that easy. Theres nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt. I dont want it to be like this. I dont want to be satisfied with my loneliness. I dont want to settle for less. I have done that all of my life. Its time for a change. I just dont know where to start...